Wednesday, July 31, 2002

4.30 am
I FINALLY stop playing warcraft 3 with Accura. heh. We've spent HOURS trying to beat the computer on a 2 vs 2 match. I think it's impossible. The computer AI is just super fast and super in sync "with each other". The computer allies can co ordinate their attacks soooo well!! Us humans cannot fight with that.... So in the end, we tried a 2 on 1 on 1 on 1 match. We beat them flat. Yay~

Cycled to orchard and back today. Ian's site has the details of the route we took. It was a pretty ok ride I guess. Wasn't as fun as the first time I did it. Maybe the novelty has worn off.

What else... oh yea.. I beeped my client. She not gonna require our services afterall. Sigh... There goes another portfolio opportunity. Maybe if we didn't charge that much.... but it was already pretty low!! Ah well.. didn't really have the mood to do it anymore anyway. All my partners seem to have long forgotten about it anyway.

Again, I have nothing much to say... my mind is still on warcraft.. I need to learn more strategies. Brute force won't prevail all the time....

Tuesday, July 30, 2002

heh... back again. Massive mood swing. After I did that last post, I decided to go to bed. I turned everything off and laid myself onto my bed. Perhaps the thrill of Warcraft had yet to wear off or something, but I found myself unable to get to sleep. Instead my mind wandered. I don't know how I ended up thinking about this but I did.

Tommorow, Zhijie and Huanshi will celebrate 1 year together. I'm happy for him, of course I am. But hey, I can't help but feel a little jealous and remorseful. Jealous cause he's found that someone special and actually stuck together this long already while here I am, just getting over that special girl that left me.

I'm over her. Thats what I tell myself, and most of the time, thats true. I am, really. But in times like these, and probably during christmas as well, and new years, I'm gonna feel remorse. I'm gonna feel soo much remorse that I can't sleep. Just like now. My style of writing now is fragmented because I have so many thoughts going on now, and its been so long since I last wrote proper sentences. Forgive me k? And to that girl, forgive me too. I did some dumb things. I saw that a long time ago and I don't think I can apologise enough. Sorry. I guess you think its silly, but I dunno, the remorse just doesn't seem to go away no matter what.

Wish I had a radio with me, then I could sing.


So lately, I've been wonderin
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone, you'll need love
To light the shadows on your face
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

And maybe, I'll find out
The way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you
Through the darkest of your days
If a great wave should fall
It would fall upon us all
Well I hope there's someone out there
Who can bring me back to you

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

Runaway with my heart
Runaway with my hope
Runaway with my love

I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart and your mind
I'll stay with you for all of time

If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I'll go wherever you will go

If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go

Yay!
I played Warcraft 3 with Accura just now!! Haha.. He taught me how to put my com out of my firewall so that we could connect and play!!
Muahahahaha.. so fun. We kicked the coms ass man. Maybe next time we can battle each other :) I love warcraft. I need to learn how to get good at this game man. Its soooo cool. Haha.. I sound just like a little kid! Man..

The day was spent at Zhijie's place, playing with his Dreamcast. It was a good day. I liked today. Nothing really bad happened today. Thats good :)

Yes this post is short. Yes its very shallow as well. But thats what happens when you spend the whole day playing games. You don't expect me to get any startling revelations from Warcraft do you?

Monday, July 29, 2002

Haiz... another day has passed..
I didn't rent a blazer from school.. cham.. now I HAVE to wear the japanese uniform again. Ah well.. no biggie I suppose.
Today, we went to sign up at this job agency, but they didn't have any jobs for us. So I'm still unemployed. Sigh. But I really don't feel like working, at least not till after the 18th of August. Thats when my driving test is and is the last of my "busy august". August for me is pretty happening. From the 12 to 15 I have driving lessons. 16 is my CMPB appointment. 17 is graduation. 18 is my driving test.
Happening sia...

Sunday, July 28, 2002

Another brand new layout for this site. I suppose its a refreshing change eh? Its not exactly drop dead gorgeous, but I think it looks kind new at least.
Check out the time of this post. Almost 4am. I can't believe it took me that long to do that much!! Sheesh. As the top says, Theres supposed to be flash, but I got too tired. Also I couldn't think of a THING to put there, so maybe I'll just change it to some crappy links or something. I dunno. Maybe put up some pics or something. I really want to do Flash though. It'd be more fun.

About the day, I woke up, ate lunch, went back to sleep. Woke up, went to Marche with parents and cousins for dinner. My cousins are from switzerland, and they didn't complain about the rosti. So its confirmed, Marche really does sell swiss food. They did say that back home their rosti came with cheese though. Maybe someone ought to suggest that to Marche. Anyway, came home, wanted to sleep again, but decided against it cos I'd be the ultimate bum if I did that. So i decided to read comics instead. Haha. Like that makes any difference. Played Soldier of Fortune for a while. That game is just so damn hard!!! I get sooo frustrated at times. And then I went off to do this site. Thats just about it. This post is kinda shallow but its 4am. I can't think straight anymore. I just hope I can get my ass to make that Flash that I wanted.

Ah well, We'll see....

Buy Utada Hikaru's latest album..its goooood

Friday, July 26, 2002

blog. blog. blog.
Its been quite a while since I put anything up here. And honestly, I still have nothing to say. But I figured its time I put SOMETHING up.
Heres a nice link to a fren Ian. His blog is new and he's full of energy to type. Its a pretty good read actually. Go check it out.

Anyway, today I made a video about my outing, visit Ian's site to find out more about the outing itself, the video is being compressed as I type this, so I have no idea how big it will be or whether I can put it up for downloads. If its possible, I'll put it up ASAP.

Anyway, today, I did this little experiment. Me and another friend, we wanted to go have the buffet dinner at pizza hut today. But we didn't want to go ourselves. We felt that just the 2 of us would be a little pathetic, so I decided to ask a bunch of people, all girls btw :P, to join us. Now, these aren't exactly people I've spoken to in a long time, nor have I even seen them in a while. People like Libing whom I have not heard from in months or Xiaoqi whom I haven't spoken to for a while neither. Even my client!! Evangeline :P haha.. I was pretty sure none of them would show up, I just wanted to see what kind of response would I get. In the end, I got, as expected, negetive answers. But I don't know if these people were being nice and not trying to hurt my feelings cos they actually seem to consider the offer!! They all said stuff like, aww wanted to but can't cos already made plans. My client was kinda shocked though..haha "erm.. you mean join you two for dinner?" heh.. anyway, turns out theres no buffet dinner at pizza hut on Fridays anway, so the whole thing was a no go :P

After a while, an interesting thought came to mind. Imagine.. if by some freak chance, everyone said ok...
wah cham.. cos these girls.. they don't exactly know each other :P imagine a whole table full of them :P
hahaha.. good thing no one said ok.. and if you are one of those ladies that I messaged, now you know why :)
wahahaha.. just a little fun yea? hope ya dun mind :)

righto.. that was todays post.

Thursday, July 18, 2002

ya.. new post.. surprised hor? tonights topic:
My first trip to Centro
To the uninitiated, Centro is that club over at One Fullerton. Before tonight, I was under the impression that it was a super posh place cos they said they only let in guys and girls over 21 and its like for a select crowd. Namely, the yuppie types. I got to go in tonight cos of our frenly Mediaworks decided to have a "Back to School" Uniform Party. They were letting in people under 18 today.

Let me just say, Centro didn't live up to what I expected. Its a nice place, but it wasn't as great as I thought it would be. The first thing that struck me was how small the place was. Its like.. tiny.. its like.. only a little bigger then Phuture. Musicwise, the website says it plays "house". So you didn't hear it from me. Its still dancable la.. but my date today wasn't having a good time there, so we left early, which was about 10.

As for the party itself? Well, I showed up in my jappy school uniform and my date wore this blue dress, trying to pass off as some uniform I guess. Lucky her cause not a lot of people showed up in uniforms in the first place. Quite a few guy and girl jappy uniforms, but none of them as "grand" as mine. The guys wore a vest over a shirt and thats their jappy uniform. Other uniforms included convent school girls and erm..guy too.. Yes a convent school guy. This grown man wore a convent school girl uniform. I want to get that though out of my head now.

There was also 2 drag queens there. Very "hot" queens too.

What else.... a guy wore this police uniform as a jacket.... and thats just abt it for uniforms.Oh yah, a lot of guys showed up with short sleeved white shirts and a tie. That was what they called a uniform. Go figure.

Anyway, overall, it was a lame party cos the only drinks I could exchange the free drink coupons for were juices, soft drinks and 2 cocktails, both of which i have forgotten the name.

I wouldn't mind going back again, but only with more friends this time.. the dance floor is pretty small too.. I think the club stresses more on sitting around and drinking instead of dancing. So only with good buddies can I truly enjoy myself there.

Next year! 21! We go then!

Tuesday, July 09, 2002

just came back from east coast chalet....
and i am VERY amused....
last night.. after dinner.. we took a short walk along the beach.. we went to the breakwater thingy and stood there and talked for a while.. I glanced behind and saw this couple frenching. Thats nice.. the girl was sitting ON the guy.. pretty much stradling him.. and there faces were like stuck together for a verrrrrrrrrry loooooooong time. After a while.. they started shaking. They were humping... right there.. for all to see....
wow.. now THAT is something I don't see everyday.

My chalets are getting verrrry boring. I'm beginning to wonder if we ought to stop going to them. We never have a BBQ, we never have a party. Its always 5 guys and a few girls in a room.. stoning. The guys play the PS, the girls or girl, depending on our luck, talk. What happened to the BBQ and the drinking and the party games man!!! PLEASE! If anyone thinks you can make my chalets a lot more fun, let me know!! I'll ask you to come to the next one.. thanks.

Sunday, July 07, 2002

hey!
boring life==no blogs
so.........
heres a short and kwik post
http://www.radio-locator.com/
listen to radio stations all over the world!
a very schweet alternative to our 98.7s and 93.3s
give it a shot... oh yah... Broadband only... cause its streaming.. duh....